The Lord started giving me dreams and visions in 2006. Up until October of 2013, I was just a typical housewife and satisfied with daily news feeds from CNN and MSNBC and naively believed everything they said. Then one night, in a dream I saw the word “MATRIX” in green color on a black background. The huge word in all capital letters was shown right in front of my eyes like a movie screen.
At that time, I had never heard of a “Matrix” so I was puzzled and wondering what it meant. I started looking up the meaning, but even then I barely understood it. However, my life was never the same after this dream.
The next day, I had a very strong urge from the Holy Spirit to delete my Facebook account and Yahoo email account. I was not a big fan of Facebook and I just had a small handful of Christian friends on the account at that time. The urge was so strong I could not resist, so I first deleted all the contents posted on my Facebook and Yahoo accounts, then I deleted both accounts.
After that, I read the Bible as usual for my spiritual daily bread. I was reading the Book of John. Again, I had the same kind of strong urge from the Holy Spirit telling me to read the Book of Revelation, so I did. After I finished reading it, the Holy Spirit told me, “Go back and read it all over again.” So I did. I ended up reading it fifteen times. I still don’t understand everything in it, but by the leading of the Holy Spirit I was able to understand it more than ever in my Christian life.
In October 2013, the federal government was shut down for weeks. I was working as a Korean language interpreter for a Korean pastor and his wife with their tax issue with an IRS agent. In that interpreting session, I heard the word “501 (c)(3)” for the first time. I didn’t know why, but that word quite troubled me and I started doing research on that term. As I was doing this, I felt something very heavy in my heart and wept everyday. I could not sleep nor eat as usual. I often stayed awake or woke up at 2:00 or 3:00 AM, rushed to my office room, and prayed in tongue with outpouring tears. I didn’t know what I was praying about, but I mourned every night.
Then I had another dream. I was walking down a long narrow hallway. It was dark, but I knew where I was going and walked hastily. On the way, I ran into a man who was coming out of the place where I was going. Since the hallway was narrow, my left shoulder bumped into his left arm. He was very tall and I looked up to see his face. It was Barack Obama. He was wearing a plain red t-shirt. After a moment of eye contact with him, I went on my way and got to my destination.
There I was standing in front of a huge gate of a sanctuary filled with tens of thousands of people. They were all standing up dressed in white robes and worshiping God. I stood there in awe for a moment and noticed there was only one gate in that sanctuary, on the east side, which is right where I was standing. Ezekiel 44 came to me and I was suddenly afraid to step into the sanctuary.
Then I noticed a wide red line on the floor separated those in the first two rows from the rest of the people in the sanctuary. For a while, I stood at the gate staring at this line and struggling to understand what it meant. Then, all of a sudden, I said to myself, “I know what it means. It means the man in the red shirt, whom I encountered, is going to shed blood in the church.” Then, I awoke.
After this dream, I cried even more and continued waking up every night. One night while I was in prayer, I heard the Holy Spirit ask me, “Are you ready?”
I said, “Ready for what?”
He answered, “Ready for your blood to be shed.”
I wept and wept and could not answer. I thought about my two children. I said, “I am not ready yet.”
About two and a half years have passed since then. Now I say, “Lord, I am ready. My life is found in You. My life is Yours.”
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