“HEAR HIS HEART FOR YOU TODAY…”❤
“I see you…you who are feeling alone and broken. I see you…each thing you are going through. I see that you are even dreading what the future holds…
Many are living in times where your memories are of trauma over and over. And you fear the next one. Even saying to Me, ‘What’s next God, I just can’t take many more of these hits…’
You are even afraid to be happy or excited cause the last time you really felt that, the rug was pulled out from under you. So you feel like you just need to try make it through moment by moment. But it’s taking time…longer than what you wanted it to take.
But you are seeing your life from your perspective, and not from what I can see. I see someone who has been humbled by the things that have been happening, and you realise that I alone am Your Source of LIFE…physically, mentally, emotionally, relationally, financially and ever spiritually. You have fallen down at My feet and surrendered realising that you cannot control this road you are walking on with Me. You have developed a new dependance on Me, which does not include your plan B, but My plan alone…
In this dark season, I have done more in you than you know. You have seen My faithfulness, during a time where nothing is certain anymore. You thought you had it together, but these last few months have been totally proving, that you actually don’t have it together. And that’s a good thing, cause this is and has always been what My Word says, ‘And He Himself existed and is before all things, and in Him all things hold together. [His is the controlling, cohesive].’ (Colossians 1:17)
You learned long ago, that only what you can do and put together and make a plan for, is the only way. You could not possibly give up control, and take the chance to trust again. Cause the last time you did, you felt like I failed you…but I want you to think about this. As you review the last few months of your life, think about just how many times I HAVE come through for you, even in your ‘fiery trial…’ I might not have not snatched you out the ‘fire of My love,’ but I have NEVER left your side. We have been together in this ‘fire,’ and you have seen My ways and My hand and miracles, that you totally never expected, cause what good could ever come out of your ‘pain’…you asked…yet so much did…
You have had your eyes on the trauma. And all this time I am standing right there and saying ‘Look to Me, let Me hold your broken pieces together, cause that’s why I am here.’ You focusing on trying to get better, but sometimes you are missing My presence WITH you through it all!
But none of this is bad, for in these setbacks and getting to know yourself, and realising you don’t have it all sorted and held together. Cause you just could not, no matter how you tried…
And during these times I have been doing a very deep work inside you, which you might not see yet, cause it’s something you will experience when you dare to take a step closer. Without fear, for I am your Father and I am like no other father. You are busy being prepared in the deepest parts. I have even taken out your heart of stone and given you a heart of flesh…
Don’t be surprised that you “feel” more now, and you cry more now. Cause your tears are a language I understand. For I too became a “man” acquainted with your sorrows and grief when I came to earth to die in your place…
So I am here today to tell you that this is NOT the end, but the beginning of a ‘new thing.’ You have been pliable in My hands and on My potters wheel. And oh how I desire for you to see the PRICELESS pot that I see in you, that’s been moulded into the you, that I have called, for greater things than what you can ever even imagine…
I know your longing for Home, but it’s not your time yet, for I promised that you would see My goodness in the land of the living. That means now while you’re still on earth. So I ask you, will you trust Me again, and simply fall into My arms as I personally lift you up and place you in position for this season?
You may say, ‘but I don’t have much to give because of this or that!’ But I say to you, give Me your loaves and fishes. Give Me what is in your hand, and watch how I use your very brokenness to feed the multitude, while restoring you just like when I fed the multitudes, there were 12 baskets left over. In the same way you will live in the overflow, cause little becomes much if you place it in My hands… be expectant and allow Me to show you the exquisite pot I have been moulding you into. One that is fit for the table of a king…the King of all kings!
So come…come to the table and feast with Me, without fear…or trying to hold it together,…cause I am holding you together and I will not drop you…I love you so much My daughter I love you so much My son, in whom I am well pleased.
You think back to what life was like. And you long for some of those times. But don’t look back, look forward and you will see a whole new world, just waiting for you… you have not lost those things you long for, I know your hearts’ cry, and I care. Your dreams are important to Me, cause I put them there.
So advance, and you will recover all and more, but don’t miss it if it’s wrapped in a different ‘package’. Its’ value is priceless for you are “priceless” to Me…yes YOU the one reading these words right now…”
Please read the words of this special song, by Selah, that personally carries me through some hectic days…”
“When the valley is deep
When the mountain is steep
When the body is weary
When we stumble and fall…When the choices are hard
When we’re battered and scarred
When we’ve spent our resources
When we’ve given our all…Chorus:
In Jesus’ name, we press on
In Jesus’ name, we press on
Dear Lord, with the prize
Clear before our eyes
We find the strength to press on…In Jesus’ name, we press on
In Jesus’ name, we press on
Dear Lord, with the prize
Clear before our eyes
We find the strength to press on
To press on….”
Please share!! Let’s share the reason for the Hope that we have…and it’s found in Jesus…
(Angie Van Greuning – “God’s Heartbeat For You…”❤)
Author: Angie van Greuning
Angie van Greuning is a resident of South Africa and an ordained pastor and preacher. She ministers prophetically in word and song. She also gives hope, ministry practical guidance to those who are learning to cope with the very misunderstood “chronic, invisble” illness and has a heart to help others find victory in the pain, until the healing comes. This empathy and wisdom comes from having lived with pain everyday, as a result of a brain tumor since 1995. Angie has developed ways and coping mechanisms to be successful in her career and ministry, despite the pain. To see more of her posts, visit her Facebook page.
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I am going through a time of remembering past traumatic experiences even from young childhood, I am trying to understand why things happened to me and why I never felt loved by my parents. I even have been wondering if I somehow caused much of it. I have been having these times of remembering different things that I haven’t thought of for years. I believe God is telling me He was with me through all of them and I am learning to really forgive now and I must forgive as the Lord forgives us.
Sister Linda,
I went through a similar situation and came to learn that much of what happened in my family on both sides was generational. Are there similar patterns, habits, thoughts, that you notice negatively affected you and other loved ones?
I heard a man of God Pastor Kynan Bridges once say “The devil never attacks your past, but is always after your future.” The Lord was waiting for someone all that time to step up and say enough was enough. I got to that point and was tired of the constant attacks from the enemy so I fought back. It took a decade of learning to use Biblical weapons (praying, fasting, tongues, Courts of Heaven, deliverance, decrees/declarations, renouncing, forgiving, repenting, tithes/offerings, binding/loosing, spiritual roots/open doors/altars, etc.), and still learning but I know I am forever changed and a better man.
Let this it be you for your family! Be the change you seek and may you be strong, strengthened and steadfast in HIS word. Know HE loves you and will never leave nor forsake you.
Be blessed!
Bro. S. Peter
Wow Brother S Peter!
I love what you have said here and I so confirm this. Shew! I had not read your comment when I answered Linda! I really think God is speaking loudly! Thank you for adding so much to this post! And your words confirm so much of what God is saying! Thanks for shining!
Thank you so much Pastor Angie. The Lord put it on my heart to share two books that may be helpful to you and your ministry. Both written by a man of God named Dr. Henry W. Wright – “A More Excellent Way” and “Exposing the Spiritual Roots of Disease”.
https://vimeo.com/beinhealth
https://www.youtube.com/user/Beinhealthtv/videos?view=0&sort=da&flow=grid
Be blessed!
Bro. S. Peter
Bro. S. Peter,
I love it that you wrote me about using Biblical weapons! After reading about all the weapons that we have available to use, I have so many areas to study. Also, I appreciate what Pastor Kynan Bridges had said. Than you for taking the time to write. Blessings and God bless you!
Linda
Sister Linda,
There was a time when I was so hungry to learn that I used to watch Sid Roth’s show for hours upon hours every day on youtube and then Holy Spirit would lead me to a ministry or area of study. I encourage you do the same and to seek out especially the older archived shows.
There are not enough believers putting hand to plow and it seems like far too many of church folks are waiting for someone else to do the work. This is why nothing gets done and people are sick and hurting.
I wish you all the best on your journey. Give satan back what he has given to you, but with interest. With God you will NEVER fail!
Be blessed!
Bro. S. Peter
God bless you Linda,
I have been experiencing past traumatic memories too, and having dreams and memories I completely forgot about. I wondered whether it was because there is not so much going on at the moment and the enemy can get in? It started when I had covid and I wondered if It was the high temperature or if i needed to repent of things because I was about to die?
Anyway it was a really tough time and I feel for you. I totally agree with bro. S Peter, learn how to deal with these attacks and you will have victory. It has really deepened my walk and relationship with my Father and Jesus. When you have memories of how you were treated it makes you appreciate our Father will never let us down and is always kind and trustworthy.
I really enjoyed this word – thank you so much Angie. It was like you heard my prayers!
Life here in the UK is incredibly tough atm. We have had grey skies and rain for weeks on end and if you go out you feel like your jaw aches from smiling at everyone because you are the only one happy! I try my best to spread love and joy people here feel life is being sucked out of them.
Thank you Jenny for your kind words. I will learn how to deal with these attacks and with the Lord Jesus Christ, I will be victorious! I will keep you in my prayers. I am positive you do spread love and joy to everyone. God bless you.
Linda
Precious Linda! You have a beautiful heart that is open and vulnerable. And we are so honoured that you shared what you did. I am so sorry that you had these traumatic experiences. And I would agree with what God showed you, that He was with you and about forgiveness. Etc As I read your comment sharing, I felt to say this to you! We are in a time where the enemy is trying to cripple and paralyse the army of God, with one of his finest weapons. And that is condemnation. We know that condemnation kills but the Spirit gives life. I also relate in my own life to to some of what you shared. This is what I believe God wants us to do when these thoughts come. I believe that forgiving those that you need to forgive is very important. And especially forgiving yourself. And if i may humbly say, that once you have done that, ask God why He has allowed these thought’s and memories to come into your mind…for me I have found that I have a hectic story from childhood, all the way into adukthood. And it is clear the enemy has and is still trying to take us out! But I believe that God allowed these memories so you can see how far you have actually come. How much you have learnt, how much experience you have gained, because of having gone through these things. And the awesome thing is that you are still here to testify to the greatness of God! So now you actually have a story for God’s glory. You have also gained experience and authority because of what you have been through. And you have an empathy and compassion that that is SO needed right now. You have been… Read more »
Angie, you are such a blessing to me! Just that you posted the exact words I needed to hear. I have much study and hear from the Lord what His plans are for me from here on. I, too, in 2018 had a brain surgery, a meningioma, that was a surprise me, my family and doctors. I had some symptoms and my doctor ordered and MRI and was immediately sent to the hospital and scheduled for surgery. I prayed without ceasing pretty much before and after surgery and got to go home 3 days later!! He has healed me of that. Praise God! I still have tests and doctor appts. of course. I know he is doing a work in my life for these end times. He could have taken me home if He wanted to but he has another plan. I need to spend a lot of time with the Lord and keep very close to Him and He will lead me where He wants me to go and minister to others. Thank you for all that you said to me. I will re-read all of your posts and the other people that posted on your original post. They are all so precious to me. God bless you!
Linda
Very powerful Word & message. Thank you Angie for sharing this!
Hi there Expat Gal!
Thanks for taking the time to read this word and I am humbled by your confirmation and words of life. Thank you for who you are! God bless you in all you undertake. Big hugs and love to each precious person.
Thank you Angie. Your words touched my heart. I needed to hear that. Linda
You are so welcome precious Lindale! How God loves us…He knows just what we need and when! And uses us from all over the world to be there to share God’s heart. We give Him all the glory. He is the Lover of our souls, our Beloved, and Lord we worship You! We looks to You, for You hold the words of Eternal life. Thank You Lord for choosing us first. We are blown away by Your love! It is too much to begin to comprehend. But we are Your vessels Lord, please, even in our “pain”….use us for Your glory! We bow down low before You our VERY soon coming King….❤??
Love Angie
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I know we are not to be anxious, I confess that i have been strugglinh with fear, anxiety & dismay. I started seeing 11:11 everywhere around 2015, close to the blood moon tetrads, i never gave much thought to thie relation till recently. Seeing 1111 caused me such anxiety that i resorted to taping over most my digital clocks to try to avoid it. I know that our country is under severe judgement. I pray for Gods mercy, discerment. wisdom & protectio.n everyday & for my sons to be saved. please lift my loved ones in prayer for mercy.
Dear Gail,
Just be careful now to turn less to “prophets” and more to the Bible.
Much of what is to come has been said already. Some words were moneyspinners.
It is time to snuggle into God’s Words, especially psalms. I colour code words against evil, and another colour words for the righteous. Psalm 37 is a good place to start.
The Chosen is a good series to look at the life of Jesus Who, after all, came to die a ghastly death, yet lived each day in joy and peace.
David Wilkerson has some very good practical advice for those of us who get tangled up in insecurities from the enemy. Both on You Tube.
May God bless you and give you His peace.